OOTD | Stream of Dopamine

Thursday, 10 November 2016 London, UK

Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger
Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger
 H I T   M E   W I T H
T H A T   S T R E A M   O F   D O P A M I N E .

I want your sugar in my veins. Blood is too bitter for my body. A shot is all I need. When I inhale the smoke and seed, you are all I feel. I don't want to feel anything but this. As I float away, grasping at your ecstasy, I find you everywhere. Under your influence, I don't want to let this go.

Yet, I can't take this. Once my mind clears, I know. There is no clarity with you, just empty bliss. But once struck by your eyes, I'm hooked on your spell. I can only think of you. There is a wickedness to your smile, and I wipe it away. I need to ask;

Baby, can you take away my pain?

Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger
Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger
Bash Harry, Brunei UK Beauty, Fashion Life & Style Hijabi Blogger
S H A W L   :   Lyys' Closet   |   T - S H I R T   :   H&M
B L O U S E   :   H&M   |   J E A N S   :  Superdry
S H O E S   :   Dr. Martens
Photos Courtesy  of
Thuy Pham Photography

Børns' Dopamine played on repeat on the tube to Liverpool Street. 

The synth-pop song blasting through the EarPods as the carriage streams past each stop. I catch my reflection in the glass, behind sitting strangers. My face monotone and body composed, like everyone else in the train. It is as if I am part of London's mass population. Always in a rush to get somewhere, but refraining to show it.

I pretended to be a Londoner, rushing to get to the shoot with Thuy. Clothes packed a week before. Sensible Dr. Martens and Black High-Waisted Jeans have become a staple in my closet. Though, I still love wearing Shirts over Plain Tees. A typical example of what I wear nowadays, similar to earlier OOTDs I've taken.

Thuy and I met at a Starbucks, the third I past. We found a roof terrace for the shots, which might be the coolest place to shoot. Surrounded by greenery, overlooking the London streets. Thuy is an amazing photographer, an absolute delight to work with! You can find her blog here or her portfolio here.

Where is the coolest place you've taken photos?