Youtube I Awkward Intros

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I feel like I should be more excited. Instead I am nervous,  anxious and hungry. An empty stomach cannot eat when bones are rattling and blood pumping with energy. Though, why I am remains the question.

After all, this is not my first YouTube video.

This was my first YouTube video. 

 I was fourteen. It was the first play I ever wrote, directed and performed in. I was very awkward. It was very embarrassing. And most definitely inspired by a mostly true story. Almost autobiographical. Thanks Dad for your insults for the input.

But I guess that doesn't count since I didn't film nor uploaded the video. That was for a drama society's comedy show. This is a voluntary video uploaded for millions to see, to embarrass myself. Surely, I will look back at this video and 'Oh gawd, no. Set in on fire.'

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Can you see my general anxiety through my stiff body posture and fear in my eyes. Though it's not my first time on camera, it is my first video. Once I get use to this, I'll be sure to relax as much as I can. I hope.

This is a celebration for hitting 500 followers on bloglovin'! Which is an achievement in itself. Though, now that the video is uploaded, perhaps a Q&A would have been less embarrassing.

All that aside, I'm genuinely excited to film and edit some videos for 2016. I intend to schedule my videos once a week. Though what videos they will be, we will just have to find out. I am drawing a blank so I would love some ideas if you have any!

So what tutorials do you think I should do?