OOTD | Anger

Tuesday, 8 September 2015

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Wrath is a powerful tool for destruction. I'll let you bubble and boil. Under the surface of your skin. In the hot breath of your lips. Over the dense judgement of your mind. I'll let you hold your shrieks and screams. The animosity between you and I, it can't be contained.

I'll be there. When hate builds up and that is all you feel. When you look at pretty faces and their pretty lies. When you see beautiful bigots and their bias. When you feel, I'll be there. I am Anger. The anger in you. I will make you suffer. I will make you scream. I will drive you insane.

I am a powerful tool for destruction.

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I don't get as angry as I use to be when I was younger. A demagogue with burning ears and horns sticking out from my temples. Consumed by fury and destroyed by rage. Trying to stop being such a hothead was a conscious decision. It perturbed me to feel so much anarchy inside then nothing afterward. So now, I strive to be as calm as possible.

Which has been difficult.

I get annoyed, aggressive and perhaps a little aggravated but not angry. Never angry. I tell myself with fists clenched and pupils constricted. It is a grand gesture of ignorant character to make me angry. Breach of the truth and betrayal of trust. It's like I was twelve again. 

Then I realize it's not anger I feel. It's disappointment. Then hands let go and eyes look up. My devotion evaporates and admiration goes away. It's not anger anymore. There is no pain caused by stab wounds, just empty holes where respect once was. It's disappointment. Disappointment for the loss of what could be, but will never be. It's disappointment.

Red and White OutfitBruneian Blogger
Shawl : ShawlbyVSnow | Shirt : Zara Basics | Pants : (Thailand Market)
Bracelets : Aldo | Watch : Cassio
Necklace : (similar) | Shoes : Louis Vuitton 

Where did all this anger come from? Blame Anger from my Headquarters.

Please get the Inside Out reference. It's an amazing film, that I watched twice, once with my sisters then again with my brother. Obvious from my predominantly red and white outfit, Anger was my favourite character. Lewis Black is hilarious as the literal hothead with a Napoleon Complex. Though, the whole cast is pretty darn great. I want to watch it again and again.

I could go on about Inside Out and endless allegories for depression, mental stability and growing up. Only Pixar could make Feelings have feelings and make you feel all the feels. Watching it twice may have just ignited my love for it even further.

So have you watched Inside Out and how did it make you feel?


  1. You look amazing in this outfit!! I haven't seen Inside Out but I really want to! :) x

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  2. Wow Bash such a great post!! Anger can be a terrible feeling I try hard to calm myself down before things get to me- lifes too short to spend my time showing anger towards people

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  3. I watched the inside and out and that is an amazing movie.
    I hope there is really some creatures doing those stuff.
    By the way, i love your fierce look

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  4. Anger is definitely a difficult thing. Love the red!

    Amy Ann
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  5. Awesome style!

  6. Gorgeous outfit, love the strong red
    Anger only hurts yourself at the end of the day, such serene photos can't imagine you angry!

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  8. Really beautiful photos, you have such a stunning face and Inside Out was an incredible film and anger really is a very powerful and incredible emotion that we all definitely need. It's what we do once we are angry that shows who we really are.

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  9. You look stunning! This outfit and the color combo is really nice! Have a great day. :)


  10. I haven't seen inside out and can't wait to, beautiful words! I love the red it's stunning on you xxx

    1. I've saw the trailer when watching Straight Outta Compton last week and it was really promising because of so many parallels to our lives. I have to admit I stayed quite often calm as a teenager but meeting the love of my life changed my life and self convidence completely. :) Such a great idea to accompany innocent white and bold red with your statement, love!

      xoxo Ira

  11. You look great in red!

    I have not yet watched the movie, but I really want to after this beautifully written post!

    Pam xo/ Pam Scalfi♥

  12. What a lovely outfit! I haven't watched Inside Out yet, but I want to ♥
    Amy xx

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  13. I haven't watched inside out YET but I want to see it soooo bad. You outfit is stunningly beautiful. I wish I could pull of clothes the way you do ♥


  14. omg i love your shoes, love wedges so much they look so good with the rest of the outfit too! :) x x


  15. I so love the loo, colour selection is just so pretty and looks great on you! Also as an owl lover, your necklace is really nice :) x


  16. Lovely post! I love the outfit, and the hijab is a beautiful color :)

    x Arwa

  17. I have to see that movie! You look beautiful, I love the red. Awesome post!


  18. What a lovely outfit. And love the text, as well. So sad to hear about the anger being disappointment instead, in some way, it's worse. :-( X

  19. Oh I get really annoyed/ aggressive easily, I need to learn how to control it! Never to the point where I would pick up my fists, I'd probably only jitter my teeth hehehe! I love the outfit Bash, you look gorgeous in red!!! <3

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  20. Oh I get really annoyed/ aggressive easily, I need to learn how to control it! Never to the point where I would pick up my fists, I'd probably only jitter my teeth hehehe! I love the outfit Bash, you look gorgeous in red!!! <3

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  21. Twit twoo! Hey pretty lady, loving the red! I totally got the Inside Out reference and I haven't even seen it yet haha!xx

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  22. Love the white & red combo!

    God bless,
    XO, Claire

  23. Love the red + white look! You're right - it definitely channels Anger from Inside Out. I loved that movie and Leslie Poehler was my favorite. Although Sadness was pretty damn good too. I hope there's a sequel!

    xx Yasmin

  24. This red and white combo is spectacular! Seriously Bash you just have a way with owning it! Never seen Inside out but it indeed does sound interesting!


  25. I haven't yet seen Inside Out, but I've heard amazing things, and love that they used a much more diverse "cast" than previous movies!

    I feel the same as you, I used to get pissed at every single thing, but now it's more like disappointment as well. Although most of it is probably due to my absurdly high standards for myself, and therefore those around me.

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  26. I haven't really watch the movie in full. A glimpse of it while my kiddo was watching because I was busy working, but I did get some sort of idea....
    You made a simple outfit into a lovely one Bash!

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  27. I really want to watch Inside Out, this post has reminded me of that!
    Tegan xx - Permanent Procrastination

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  29. What a lovely piece of writing! I know what you mean about getting annoyed at everything. Fortunately it tends to pass pretty quickly but it's still annoying to feel annoyed.

    On a brighter note, I love your shoes insane amounts. That criss cross detail is lovely.

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  30. Wow! What a great post! Anger is def a tough emotion to contain. I love this outfit...the red looks stunning on you.

    Keisha xo

  31. I need to see this movie my niece loves it! I love the this look, the pants are so nice and you paired everything together nicely x


  32. I love your outfit! I honestly think you absolutely nailed this look. And you are really pretty. :)

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  33. This look is just awesome! I realy love the pop of color given by the shawl and pants.
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  34. You look wonderful, as Kathrine said, you nailed this look.

    Great post as well. I haven't watched Inside Out but I really want to.

  35. I like it, very cool! Red is your color!!

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  38. Love this outfit, you look gorgeous xo

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  39. Anger is just a part of us as human, this emotion might be annoying at times but it helps to mold us into a person we are.
    ANyway, I'm looking forward on watching Inside out too!
    And Bash, you look great in that lovely outfit!
    HAve a lovely day!

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  40. You look really stunning, Anger will always surface within us but I guess its a way to release all the hardship that we've been through, so I kinda like anger :)

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  41. It's natural to feel all emotions but for me, it's also disappointment that can be one tricky feeling to deal with.

    I haven't watched Inside Out yet but I want to. Loved the outfit

    Jess | It's That Time For

  42. Red and white looks beautiful on you! I especially love those shoes. Swoon. x

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  43. Your hijab style is really stunning <3 Love ur blog!

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  44. I haven't watch Inside Out, but I want to. Great post and you look so pretty. Makeup on fleek!! :)


  45. Okay, after reading this post it reminded me of one of my favorite quotes of all time, which I think you'll LOVE:

    "Life becomes easier when you learn to accept an apology you never got."

    For me, this has a lot to do with being angry, then eventually realizing you're just disappointed instead.

    N- Naomi in Wonderland

  46. I am so loving the color red on you. I haven't seen Inside Out yet, but I definitely have to check it out. Wonderful simplistic look.

    Kia / KTS

  47. I haven't watched Inside Out, my bad :( but I will make a point to, now, definitely! I've found that as I've got older, I've learned to control my anger a LITTLE bit more, but I naturally have quite a fiery temper (I blame my Leo side, as well as being born in the year of the Dragon!) so it's not always easy. You look really lovely, Bash :) red is one of my favourite colours for clothes, apart from black. Have a lovely day! x

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  48. Nice post , haven't watched the movie though. Loving the styling you have such a pretty face

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  49. I have to admit I've never seen Inside Out.. though there's many popular programmes/films I've not seen so don't hold it against me haha. Once again, I love how eloquently you write - and on a more superficial level, you really suit the colour red! :)

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  51. You look super pretty here. Love the red and white here.

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  52. This is just beautiful.The mix of red and white is amazing

  53. I haven't watched it yet but so many people have only said nice things about it, After reading this I want to see it even more!


  54. I looked up Inside and Out and it seems like an interesting movie. I would love to see it! Now, I do see the link between your red and white outfit and angel character. Your text is brilliant, great writing! So often we allow anger to consume us without realizing where it comes from and what we can do to prevent it dominate our lives.


  55. Love the shoes, Bash! I've watched the movie too. So much insight for a cartoon movie!


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  57. So beautiful i love this!

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  58. Such a beautiful post. To be honest I never really get angry, but sometimes I wish I would..What I do is pile every emotion inside and in the long term I think that`s worse, takes longer to heal. Side note: I need to see that movie, loved the trailer.


  59. I loved inside out!! I really love your simplistic outfit and that owl necklace is too cute!

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  60. You look amazing in this outfit! I love the touch of red!

    x Karen

  61. The white against the red is so striking. You look stunning.

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  62. Very amazing symbolism of anger represented in the red against your white outfit. Truly beautiful.


  63. I was supposed to be focused on the outfit but what really got my attention is your very pretty eyes. They're so nice. *envy face*


  64. This is so nice dear!

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  65. I heard Inside Out was a fun film. I missed it when it was out in the theatres but I hope to catch it on DVD. You look great in red and you spoke so poetically about anger.

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  66. I have yet to see inside out as I heard that it's a really nice movie! Lovely outfit :)

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  67. Love it, red is just such a strong colour. Love the tight pants.


  68. I haven't watched the film yet, but I guess I have to! You look beautiful! :) I adore your shoes!

    Have a beautiful day dear and I hope you feel great! :*



  69. I love Inside out too, it's great film about emotions, I really like Anger too :) What's more, I love your color block in this outfit, Bash, you look great!


  70. Just found your blog, and I love it. Your outfit is to die for, and honestly what you said struck a chord with me. I've also dealt with handling my anger (also Inside Out is wonderful). Trying to find the balance and find a way to stay calm has been tough.

  71. Stunning outfit! love the colour combination!

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    I really like it

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  73. This was such a great post to read. I love the outfit! I haven't seen the movie Inside Out but I've heard really great things about it! Thanks for sharing!
    xo Kiki

  74. Beautiful outfit!

    Also, I have quickly realized that I was mistaking anger with disappointment, too. It's so easy to become angry with things you're disappointed in, especially because anger is such a strong human emotion.

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  75. You look beautiful as always and I really like your style of writing! :)


  76. You're really pretty. Your face is so fresh <3

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  77. Beautiful photos, like necklaces

  78. Loving that you did this based on Inside Out, my daughter loves it. You look so wonderful, great look :)


  79. wow, this looks really beautiful :) you look amazing bash :)


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  81. Aww, you are so beautiful, I am very inspired by you, they always say your hair is your beauty, but you take beauty to a whole nother level, you're changing the game and I'm loving it hon. Beautiful outfit.

  82. I didn't watch Inside out, but I read what you wrote and I used to feel angry in the past, but now upset or disappointed, yes. I think you look so beautiful, I loved red and I liked your owl necklace so much! Hope you have a nice weekend!

  83. You look lovely in these colours! :)

    I don't know.. when I was young, I used to be extremely calm and rational about everything. Now that I'm getting older, I seem to be a bit more emotional.. and I notice that I can get really angry about issues like injustice and inequality.

    At the same time though.. I do notice I also become more mellow about trivial things that don't matter in the grand scheme of things (at least for me. ;-) )

    Thanks for another insightful post! :)

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  84. Beautiful Outfit. You look like my hubby's lil cousin :)

  85. Inside Out was beautiful and amazing and funny and touching and just...ah. Best Pixar movie I've seen in a while. Sadness was my favorite; I connected with her deeply.

    O | Life as a Young Lady

  86. Not seen Inside Out and not even interested! eek! lol
    I love the red on you though. It looks so awesome!

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  87. So nice! You look gorgeous!

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