Youtube | Spoken Word : Monsters

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Standing in front of a camera. Reciting words I wrote long ago. Holding back emotions to stay hollow. So when I speak, it feels like I speak nothing. So I can feel nothing. And yet I still speak, and feel something. 

Something building when I mention monsters. Fear monsters will find me. Scared monsters will hate me. Terrified monsters will want me.

And yet I still speak for the monsters. Because they need to be heard.

An American Makeup Haul

Bash Harry shows her American Makeup Haul featuring US-Based brands Anastasia Beverly Hills, ColourPop and Makeup Geek
L O O K   A T   A L L   T H I S   M A K E U P . . .

That is so freaking hard to find. Seriously.

I call this an 'American' Makeup Haul because these US-based brands are hard to find here. A rare commodity, lauded by the few who manage to grab it. International shipping is horrible, expensive and time-consuming.

It would take months before they arrived, friends warned me. These arrived late, three months after purchase. However, that was my own fault. A story for a later time. Now, we'll focus on these products.

So what did I manage to get?

Youtube | Five Looks for Eid : Outtakes

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And proceed to fail at professionalism.

The Five Looks For Eid, a highlight of how professional as I could be, ultimately left a lot snipped out. The awkward laughter, long pauses and my inability to hold a brush properly. Yes, there were many scenes cut for the better. Then proceeded to edit together into one pathetic video.

Here is the Blooper Reel!

10 Gratitudes Everyday

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I count them everyday. 

As a reminder I am lucky. I am important. I am stable. I tell myself everyday in attempt to lucky, and important and stable. I need to know what I am grateful for. The gratitudes I have and wish to keep. So here 10 gratitudes from every day life.

I'm grateful for...

OOTD | Three Days of Eid 2016

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Even if I am getting older.

More cynical and livid. Eid is something I look forward to every year. A constant good in my life. This year is no different, just 'prettier,' I like to comment. Dolling up, looking better every year. Last year, I featured my Three Days of Eid 2015.

Here are Three Outfits of Eid!

Youtube | Five Looks For Eid

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And Selamat Hari Raya!

Chomping on food, meeting old friends and making awkward conversation with family. There's truly nothing like Eid. Hence why I love it so dear. My favourite part is getting ready. Able to dress my best, and slather makeup without hassle. For this year, I thought I would share a few looks. Best for the festive season but easy for beginners.

Here are my #5Looks4Eid!

How to Make Your Makeup Last

Bash Harry, Bruneian Blogger from Hey Bash teaches you how to make your makeup last for eid
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And most likely, you will be wearing makeup. A lot of it.

By the start, we pamper ourselves with expensive looks, with great flicked liner and contour sharp. It won't last. By the end of the day, mascaras will smudge and lipsticks will fade. An unfortunate, inevitable occurrence. However, there are some ways to minimise the outcome with just a few extra steps.

Here are some Tips & Tricks to Keep Your Makeup Lasting Longer!